But why me, WHY FOR ME ??? WHY NOT FOR SOMEBODY WHO IS NOT A BELIEVER AND IS UNWILLING TO CHANGE INSTEAD ???
IM NOT THE WORST PERSON IN EARTH !!!
what happens if you die tomorrow night?
You will leave EVERYTHING BEHIND..your house keys,Mobile phone,clothes,FINLAND..EVERYTHING.
The ONLY thing that will really matter is the quality of you relationship with God through jesus christ.
One day you will have to face the lord and he will inspect the fruit of your life and you could be found guilty of idolatry for you had placed a female above God in your heart and worshipped her image to the point where you regarded you life meaningless without her.The idea or concept of her became your GOD and in a deceptive and deluded heart you have made the image of her become your God.
"Christ is your LIFE.Christ should be who you yearn for above all things.He should be the foundation and source of your lifes forfillment."
Theres nothing wrong with wanting a partner however you have become obsessive and unteachable because no matter how many people have tried to offer you wise godly counsel over and over again you refuse to listen.You had allowed yourself to become deceived by the desires of wanting a female.
Time is running out mate..You do not know when you will die or when jesus will return.
None of us knows what the future holds for us.
We have all been pointing you back to focus on the lord and giving you practical things you can to to help you in your situation.
How do you know that it is the lord graciously seeking to make you focus on him through the many messages here..hence people are STILL speaking to you...STILL seeking to guide you..being somehow patient with you..Recognise the lords gracious hand here and allow him to guide you ij the way that will release you from the constant torment of romantic desires.
Your life has too much potential to be loosin it being focused on this main thing as being the foundation to your sense of happiness and forfillment.