Remember Dear, that in the midst of your struggle, He's there. At that point in time, whatever comes into your heart that you feel like saying to God, just go ahead and say it, it is one of the most sincere ways to pray, He listens, and He will definitely help you. God always wants us to prosper and be in good health even as our souls prospereth. God is never happy when we are troubled so He will go all miles to help you if only you will ask. May the peace of God rest heavily in your spirit sister.