No, not at all. You misunderstand me.
Let's reason for a minute. A good pastor/minister should always seek God's will on anything/everything they do.
Should I strive to build a mega church without sincerely praying about it first?
What if the Lord put you over a flock of 50 people, and it doesn't grow any further than 95. Should you quit just because it doesn't become a mega church & try again some place else?
What many forget when they shepherd a small flock is while the congregation doesn't grow as fast as we think it should, hundreds if not thousands of people could stroll in & out through the years hearing what God sent them to hear. Then there's possible radio ministry, Youtube semons, etc. that could reach even more.
I only said that as an eye opener to get you to see that our way isn't always God's way. If you don't want to talk about it anymore, fine, just say so & I'll leave you alone. I'm not trying to argue with anyone.