As long as your works separate you from the grace of God you remain far from God. When you believe the word of God over works your whole perspective will change. As long as you depend more on works than grace you deny grace.Roger, you are changing the subject. We are speaking of what our attitude toward works should be. Your post has down played works. I don't think the Lord wants us to disregard working for Him as a saved person, I am objecting to your statement that works are not important. I don't appreciate your turning that into "my heart is far from God".
1 John 5: 2 By this we know that we love the children of God: when we love God and keep His commandments. 3For this is the love of God, that we keep His commandments. And His commandments are not burdensome
You need a genuine gospel not a corrupted gospel. Genuine gospel saved by grace apart from works.
For the cause of Christ
Roger