Hey All... I had words come together today and had to pen them down and then I felt like I should share them with you all...
What Satan once had planned to be poison to our growth and survival, has been transformed by God to fertilizer to help us thrive.
Our Pain and Tragedies go from stumbling blocks to the very stones which elevate us to ministry.
God is a Way Maker, a Miracle Worker, a Promise Keeper and the Light in the Darkness.
Your brokenness does not have to stay your weakness - it can become your greatest strength and asset!
Also:
I think I connected with a Gentleman over a dating site - We are going for coffee this Saturday or Sunday.
It's been unreal how it all happened. So I would really like to ask if you could pray for our meeting 
Yesterday he told me that after seeing my profile he reactivated his account so he could send me a message (well no - the reactivation is so I could send him a message back if I wanted), he paid 50$ in hopes that this girl would perhaps read his message and answer it and to see if it could go somewhere...
And there are many more things that really have impressed me - During our first conversation he said that he under no circumstances wants me to ever feel under pressure - that he felt we should beginn as friends - build trust before we decide if we want to take a next step into a deeper relationship.
And each time at the end of our conversation he will tell me that he does not agree with any negative things I might have blurted out about myself. I am so used to putting myself down - I guess it's habitual because of years of verbal abuse during my formative years. (And almost zero encouragement during that same time). I don't ever remember what I have said about myself that was negative - because I guess I do it so naturally...
Anyways - I am excited and I am hopeful...
Love you all!
