I know you do ... and that does not change the meaning of the passage into what you claim.I see it more like God doesn't measure up to the one you worship so you try to change his words into something more acceptable.
you have been shown ... you refuse to believe ... you are stubbornly rebellious.
1 Samuel 15:23 For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry.