So when God says "choose," he really means "I have chosen for you?" The issue isn't whether God saved, but whether my choice was a genuine choice made from my own will. It's not belief, but recognition that happens when the gospel is preached. I didn't respond to what was said, my belief has developed since recognizing the voice in the message. I knew the voice of my God and I loved it. Belief is a response to the gospel, just as faith is.