Amen! Sharing the Gospel of Jesus Christ is my number one priority.
You landed right in the middle of the big error of the Protestant church.
They think ministry is more important than personal holiness and focus on that as if that's what it means to live a pleasing life of obedience to Christ.
Living for Christ in personal holiness should be your number one priority.
Any sacrifice of service you do for Christ is second to that.
The obedience of holiness is better than the sacrifice of your service.
The sacrifice of your service will never replace or make up for your disobedience to God's commands.
Those in Matthew 7 whom Jesus will turn away were all about ministry, but they lived in evildoing in disobedience to Him. They showed that they did not know him. They took false comfort in their works of ministry.