I'm just so tired of living. There's always problems and I feel just so hurt. God just seems so far away. I have prayed so constantly for a good result for last weekend yet the one thing I was terrified of happening happened. I'm sick of God feeling so distant and that he doesn't care. I wish I had never been born. I havnt been sleeping the last 2 weeks and it's just enough is enough. Quit this spiritual attack or whatever it is and mightily bless my family with an amazing result at my sons next comp, lots of weight loss for my daughter(and for her to start believing me about her eating and health condition) and happiness and friends for my other son here is so lonely. A good health result for my mum. I just need a break and a good sleep.
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