ok well Im sure other INFPs will want to join you can just read and maybe emoji the posts you are interested in without derailing anyones thread.
Am sorry you are in pain but Im sure us INFPS can relate, because Jesus suffered the most of anybody on the cross which was extremely painful. He had two guys crucified next to him so, he wasn't suffering alone.
I'm not in pain but I believe, and have known for years, that my purpose in life is to alleviate the pain and suffering of those that God has sent my way. At times I have failed miserly at this but each day the Lord wipes my slate clean so I can go forward with a clear mind.
Other than normal, minor aches and pains of getting older I really don't have much pain, at least not of the type that would be unbearable and affect the quality of life.
I believe that the most painful part for Jesus being crucified was being separated from the love of his Father for 3 days because the Father could not look at the sins of the world that Jesus was dying for. Each day in the eyes of the Lord is as thousand years and a thousand years a day so that was perhaps an unbearable amount of time for Him.
Yes, you are correct in saying that Jesus did not die alone as there was one thief who was empathic to the pain that he had caused by his sinful life that the Man next to him was dying for.
Regarding the thief hanging to the right of Jesus, He felt his pain.