Thank you for the message and while I didn't entirely disagree or agree with Alby, this feeling did not stem from him, talking to him, or by him being here. It has nothing to do with Alby, I don't know the guy. And true I didn't agree with a lot of what he said, I'm not condemning him either. I made a statement about how I felt and have been feeling for the longest time, that's all. Again, thank you for trying to encourage me.