I'm just seeking fellowship now to strengthen my faith. I'm missing my wife something unreal. Though I've always known my love for her, I never knew just how much I really loved her until she passed. My most compelling thoughts now is simply to leave this flesh, blood and bone existence and reunite with her in the spirit dimension. Some assurance now from other Christians that the promise of the Christ is strong, powerful and perfect is appreciated.
Welcome, and sorry that your wife passed away, and when you pass away or resurrected alive you will see your wife, but after the millennial reign of Christ you will know her no more.
Joh 14:2 In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.
Joh 14:3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also.
Isa 65:17 For, behold, I create new heavens and a new earth: and the former shall not be remembered, nor come into mind.
Rev 21:1 And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.
2Pe 3:10 But the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night; in the which the heavens shall pass away with a great noise, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat, the earth also and the works that are therein shall be burned up.
2Pe 3:11 Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness,
2Pe 3:12 Looking for and hasting unto the coming of the day of God, wherein the heavens being on fire shall be dissolved, and the elements shall melt with fervent heat?
2Pe 3:13 Nevertheless we, according to his promise, look for new heavens and a new earth, wherein dwelleth righteousness.
Mat 5:18 For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled.
Zec 14:9 And the LORD shall be king over all the earth: in that day shall there be one LORD, and his name one.
Jesus has not fulfilled the role of perfect King on earth yet for He came as a humble servant, and after the millennial reign of Christ heaven and earth shall pass away and be no more, and there will be a new heaven and earth where sin has never been and sin will never be, and the angels and saints will remember nothing prior to the New Jerusalem and will feel as if they have always been there and nowhere else.
1Co 13:13 And now abideth faith, hope, charity, these three; but the greatest of these is charity.
When the saints get to the New Jerusalem they will not remember anything of the earth, and who was there, and what was on it for it is associated with sin and rebellion, and of all we did on earth and knew will be gone and the only thing that will go on forever is love and God, the Lord Jesus Christ that the saints will know forever, and faith and hope is not needed in heaven.
So cherish her as much as possible and you will see her again if she was saved for one day you will not know her anymore.