I do too, and know people get REAL uncomfortable when hearing salvation is not in our control, but have no problem quoting and agreeing with-
"For it is by grace you have been saved through faith, and this not from yourselves; it is the gift of God, 9
not by works, so that no one can boast. 10 For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance as our way of life"
Well if faith is not of ourselves, who is is of? Right? The way God saved me left me with NO misunderstanding that He did it. When I was granted repentance I had no clue what was happening, and not only was I not seeking Him at this time, if you would have asked me the minute I hit my knees if I believed in God, I would have said "no". I hit the ground broken, crying, and finished with no hope at all and He picked me up. I'm sorry but I cannot testify that I even made a choice to be honest, I just knew "I" couldn't do it anymore. Anyway it's ALL Him and NONE us, but that said we do live in time and space and I know I have NO clue how God's sovereignty works within our choices, and do believe we make choices, but it says He knew His plans for us from the beginning, I just don't see why this is such a heated topic to be honest. Bible is pretty clear who's running ALL this.