BC, our Father in Heaven has provided a sacrifice - His one and only perfect Lamb of God - Yeshua/Jesus. The Lamb was even slain before the foundation of the the world. The Father knew we would sin before He even created us. It is NOT in His heart to hold our sin against us. His desire and will is to forgive us.
Our Father has placed a slain Lamb of God upon a Throne in Heaven with all power and authority to forgive sins. The four living creatures, 24 elders and ALL of heaven bow down and worship that Lamb, I choose to do the same........
Who has deceived you oh foolish Galatian......
The Lamb of God FOREVER sits upon that Throne in Heaven for us. Judgment bows the knee to Mercy. Mercy rules, reigns and TRIUMPHS over ALL judgment against us - any and all sinners that believe in the One that the Father sent for us and that call upon the Name of that Lamb - Yeshua/Jesus shall be SAVED ETERNALLY. Amen.
Our Father in Heaven loves us and refuses to live without us. How silly for us to get caught up in our works as having ANYTHING to do with our salvation. It is God's GIFT to us. Stop trying to EARN it!
It is possible there is confusion here.
We are painfully aware of our failures. We know we need more grace and love to flow.
It is by this awareness we know we need to change, and how bringing things to the Lord
in repentance and faith takes us forward.
It can be confusing when in change and striving to walk in Jesus, it can be thought of as
earning favour, rather than walking the road we are called to walk.
Now some will confuse ones hearts desire and His work is the same as just trying to
do something because it seems right.
The main difference is an open heart or a hard heart. A hard heart appears to be one way
while being something different and nothing really get through.
A soft heart is always changing and growing, but is painful, full of sacrifice and struggles,
when everything seems to be too much, the Lord steps in and carries the load.
Many I have heard condemn the struggle, the battle for righteousness over the passions of
the heart, have hard hearts, and do not respond to things which would indicate either
sensitivity, empathy or openness to their emotional life.
So I suspect it comes down to a defended heart, wanting to justify who one is and how one
behaves, compared to a humble heart, which is changing and learning the ways of Christ.
There is but one road and one way, the way of love through Jesus, Amen.