On April 11 it would have been my youngest daughter's birthday who passed on. I would be totally devastated if I didn't believe in God, Jesus, the Comforter and Heaven. I KNOW she's there w/her daddy and others.
It's been 6 yrs and I feel her all around me. I was watching a show and in it a gal named Eleanor (my daughter's name Elenor) had passed away. A co-worker said 'I see Elenor everywhere' and this was right on her birthday.
I love her so much and feel there is wondrous ways God helps us to know they are not really 'gone' at all.
Whenever I even start to feel sad, I instantly think of her as just going on ahead of us and being in a perfect place with loved ones and glorious things to do there.
I pray God's comfort will reach you now!
Btw, welcome to CC and God bless.