“Any day we wake up and we are not in Hell! That is a great day!!”
A friend of mine says he says this every morning, How true a statement because all of us deserve nothing more that to be in outer darkness as we speak.
I feal sorry for those who are not assured.. who have yet to find that “peace that surpasses all understanding” we can just pray they one day find it..
Do you know what EG?
You probably do if you read my many posts over a period a while back.
I got to the stage where I would lie in bed at night and ask God to kill me.
My gambling addiction and severe anxiety that I had suffered for 30 years plus took its toll.
I even tried to turn the wheel of my car at high speed on a motorway early in the morning (so not to have collateral damage) but the wheel never turned.
I prayed to God to kill me so I would know where I was going. Upstairs or downstairs.
I was asking this even though I had a wife and 4 kids.
After all they would be better off without me and I knew God would provide.
I just wanted to breathe my last breath and suffer the consequences.
I never slept, always woke up at 2am and could not get back to sleep.
Then go to work and run a company with 30 employees.
As God started to deal with me (he bought alongside me an amazing gentle loving man who walked with me) I started change.
Wow God actually loves me.
Then one morning I woke up after a good night's sleep (firstin many years) uninterrupted.
My first thought was "Ok I have woken up, that being the case then God still has a purpose for my life as he has not killed me, so I will go about his business"
I found that peace or should I say he gave me that peace.
So I implore everyone on here.
Do not write people off like I was.
You just may be the person who can help someone like me.
Someone who wanted to die, had no hope.
Listen to God before you act.
God is love, let's all aspire to that love and walk like Jesus.