if you think that your feelings and emotions determine reality , and that exploring them more deeply makes us more Godly, then there is no point in me or anyone else trying to converse with you.
truth and honesty should control our reality , not feelings and emotions.
I can say I am 7 feet tall and weigh 300 pounds, and really , truly , deeply , emotionally feel like I am, but if the STANDARDS of weights and measures do not say I am, then I am not, no matter how strongly I * feel.
you sin when you do what the word means. that is the standard, the word definition, not your emotions.
your emotions do NOT determine what is sin and what is not. the definition of the word does.
You seem to be missing the point. Sin is actions that God has defined show we are in rebellion
against Him and creation. These things are meant to be objective and obvious.
The reasons behind why we sin or break these boundaries lie within us, our hearts and motivations.
It appears that you do not accept these simple realities which Jesus lays bare.
And it is our emotions that determine our response. A hard heart is simply one that will not change
and refuses to accept something is wrong. God declares as sinners we need to be born again, to
be remade and restart how we interact, to reset everything inside our hearts and lives.
Jesus and the cross is the foundation of love, the building of a new person in Him.
It is obvious to me, you are unchangeable and locked into who you are, and refuse to accept any
fundamental shifts. But this is why repentance is so life changing, it is asking us to become someone
different, to abandon our old ways and walk in the ways of the Spirit.
And this very discussion demonstrates how our views of our hearts, the foundations of who we are,
determine what in Christ we can become. God bless you, I pray you might hear and see what I am
sharing, and I just praise God He has set me free in His great love.
38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers,
39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Rom 8:38-39
17 And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love,
18 may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ,
19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge--that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Eph 3:17-19
This to me seems so obvious, but obviously to understand it you need to have your heart open
and be prepared to be transformed by the Holy Spirit and the cross.