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Yes i have some learning disabilities, but! The thing is God helped me find ways to learn and to be very sufficient in my writting.

Every story, every devotional i write for Him.

I share them to help others, and i do plan on a publication.

I used to not be able to read a whole book. One day i sat down and read the whole 1,000 pager in a weeks time.

I used to be draggy at some things, now its all suddenly clear. My spelling used to be harsh, my typos here are way different but i still dont know every word, but most.


I suceeded because i applied myself. Now i am a new man and i did not ever let it beat me down.

*bows*

Grasshopper over and out!

 

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I said everything i said plainly to tell you this.

I am not perfect by far, but I do serve a perfect and righteous God.

 

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I has returned from my walk ha!

Did you miss me? Maybe not, but I missed you all!

Because you all are family.

Keith Urban is cool 😎

Sorry lol he playing on my tv right now i have a shuffle on.

I got my luncheon and yes some mill also.

God holds true to His word more than any human can.

He says that you are flawless in His eyes. The way the world sees you, I see you different.

When peope push you aside because of your differences, God draws you closer to Him.

When the worl says you are NOT good enough because of you being less than prrfect in their eyes, God says you are holy, He says you are rightious, and you belong in His family.

I belong in the family of God no matter how anyone here or in real life view me.

People never like what they do not understand, that is because they refuse to take the time to get to know that child that sits alone. That is because also they only worry about what people think abiut them.

Ok how about this, Why not worry about what God says about that child that sits alone everyday at lunch.

Who cares about popularity, i never had it myself and im cool with that because i dont need to be famous or popular.

But i tell ya all this, i hold true to myself. And that is all that matters.

🤠🙃 my song just came on.

Gornna tune in

 

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Many song hold very true to the meanings.

Here is one reason why i like the music i do.

At times i paraphrase them meaning that i have it to where God is saying the very words to me.

Here is a prime example:

 

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THis is a song that i tell all my haters at work

 

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LOl call me a sap if you wish but tjis episode of Catfish kicks but!!

I love it

 

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LOl call me a sap if you wish but tjis episode of Catfish kicks but!!

I love it

Sorry lol its season 7 episode 10

 

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I went and got my coffee, then went to dollar general i found this for a buck.

This one is yours mom ❤️

 

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I miss mom like crazy today alot of memories came thru to me.

One in particular, she had a medal peice implanted, and the thing is it broke off into her lung and deflated her lung.

I said if its causing so much trouble why dont u just get it removes?

I got mad and upset cuz she just didnt wanna listen until i pushed the issue.

Then she got it removed and it took some time but her lung went back to normal.

I cared alot for her and still do

 

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I really love this song!!

Love holds no conditions.

 

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Two songs i hold close to my heart.

 

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It bout time to get ready for work. My new ride leaves early so im cool with that.


The song 7 is a good one just not much of a fan of the official music video lol

Purple rain ia a dang good song.
Otha than that? Eh...

Lol all good tho he had talent and i want his motorcycle lol


God loves you and so do i!

 

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When i post a lyrics video it means the video im not big on lol but the song i love ❤️

 

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Another lyric video ha florida georgia line is ACES!!

I love the song

 

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FINally home from work. It was tragic but i kept reminding myself to be humble.

The dude that was causing trouble he moved to another department. he in a faster environment and yeah i hope he can handle it cuz he always about to fall asleep from the drug he uses.

Its like yeah.. he is ok to a major degree when he is sober but when he abuses the drug a different person.

I cant stand drugs, its just yeah. I seen it mess alot of things up.

Not good family, not good at all.

My roommate came to me and asked if i would like to go to golden coral? Lol u dang tootin!!

SO sunday we see whatsup. He is actualky being cool instead of bossy.

Last summer he would not let us turn the a c on and it was 100 in here. I went tk him i said it will be on and it will stay on.

He can be ok but at times he crazy lol but we cool.

I am proud of my other roomate. 3 weeks sober!!! No loud musix or hitting the walls. That caused me to just say ok im gone for awhile.

This saturday if no work and sunny imma go into the inner city and just walk.

Personal time with God. But i will reapond to all notifications an d all once i am home.

To God Be The Glory!!

Its awesome ya know? Living life! Its a new feeling, and oh so much needed.

My supervisor who i said is like an aunt saw i was just a little bugged about the line where this new person only wanted to just put a label on and not do the full job.

We were backed up, she got next to me and helped and when she walked away she bumped shoulders with me.

Thats her way in saying its ok i know.

Like i said she is a gmaw and married and loves God.

My family at work are protective over me as i am them.

Im just glad its over but all i can do is smile. 😁

Because, life is grand.

In the city imma go to star bucks and get me my faveorite drink Venella Bean Frape with caremel syrup. But no whipped cream lol

Then imma walk and listen to music for maybe an hour or two and come home.

God loves you and so do i!

 

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😁

I watched this show for.... years!
I saw how crazy things get, and all the hurt people went through.

In my past I got catfished as thru say and I done my own research. These days ut has gotten easier to do this research.

Nev does it all correctly. He is compassionate about helping people find true love.

This girl showed me a picture, i said ok lets see how this goes.

I was 18 and still in my hacker mindset. Lol then yeah things started to get, odd.

So i pulled up my resources and done exactlt what Nev does. Found out i was being lied to.

I talked to her about it and she explained that i would not have liked her if she told me the truth.

I said u are wrong. I just dont like being lied to and i blocked her.

I dont remember where she was from, however online life can be hard it helps people to easily be who their not and u can be who u really are.

Its a scale of possibilities. The episode link imma post here is awesome. I watched the ending of it yesterday it is very very good.

http://www.mtvasia.com/episodes/mhxpsr/catfish-the-tv-show-dylan-savenia-S7-E10

Also below is an episode i have always loved from Are You Afraid of The Dark.

The Tale of The Dream Girl

 

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Almost time for my walk, seems like it may be warm 🤠 So imma go take advantege of this very day that the Lord has made!

 

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I did not leave yet, I had to do somethings.

Everything is a plus, but I sense something amiss. Nothing bad of course, nothing bad at all.

When people have a lot going on and a lot to face it can always mean they have a lot of insecurities.

We all have those right? Lol i know i do because in my own lofe my insecurities have been my eyes because u know why.

I have always been told by people i will never ammount to anything and that im ugly.

That is where my own issues with self worth come from.

I am 6'2 lol and at times i feel like a giant. Im big boned, not fat.

So my hands are big ao are my wrists. My show size? Lol 12 to 13 depending on the shoe.

My hair? Lol dorkish

My nose? SO big that an airplane can land.

I guess what i am saying here is this, we all have insecurites but it is up to is to allow these inaecurities to define us.
Or to ignore them

 

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I went on my walk my buddy was there today. Lol he asked if i walk to work everyday i said naw lol

What he dont know is this, i miss home so i just walk around this little country town.

And i go to that store plainly because people are nice there. Lol

Yeah i could go to a different store for my orange juice but yeah the environment is kind and i attract to kindness.

 

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I heard well have not heard but played this before and today just now i finally listened to the words 😉🤠