I’m sorry to hear about the issues you are facing in your marriage, Takia. I’m praying, asking our Heavenly Father to comfort you and your husband daily with evidences of His great love and compassion (Lamentations 3:22-23). May He bring in healing, draw you closer to each other and give you guidance as you lean upon Him. Also, it might be helpful to get in touch with a counselor. I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433. Hugs to you.