Really depressed. I don't understand a lot of things. Very painful I think idk want to die.
My heart reaction is because I want you to know you are so loved. I am so sorry that you are hurting this much. I want you to know that I understand, and have been there. Sometimes, I get down still. But I want you to know that as I have gotten through the struggles and seasons of ache and weakness, He revealed Himself and brought me closer to Him. I fall short, we all do. Life can be so painful. But His word teaches us that when we eat His words, we can find joy and rejoicing in them. Isn't that exciting, especially since that is something we can control? We can choose to seek Him. I have found much comfort, healing and direction, studying His word. So enough pep talk from me. If you want to talk, I want to listen.
Dear Heavenly Father, we know you say, you are the lifter of our heads, that you satiate every weary soul. Umzza needs to feel your love, Lord please, in the precious name of Jesus, surround her in You mighty and sufficient comfort. Heal umzza and open doors so that this precious one can be delivered from this season of darkness and pain.
Listen dear, He tells us to wait on Him, to trust Him, that He values your life such that He wants yours connected to His. He needs you to help, in ways that only you, who understands this kind of pain that others also feel. This requires your believing in Him enough to move the mountain of depression and turning into a mighty and loving mission. You and your life matter to Him very much, but al as o to others.