Hi zt,
Sometimes i feel like you do... I was forced to write a little something for an online course recently, and it was nice to share with some close people... but now i just carry my old notebook (given some Christmases ago) which i still havent filled up. It is more comfortable for me, handwriting on paper, than even typing and saving on desktop or online. Whether you journal on scrolls or online here, just let God hold your pen=).