Midnight confession...I have been going to sleep crying for about 2 weeks now. I feel so empty and alone. I feel like the anxiety is slowly creeping back and I don't know what to do about it.
So sorry that you are feeling alone and anxious. I got a call Monday night from my daughter who was crying and feeling anxious and we talked for a while. She was feeling overwhelmed in her job and having issues with her boss. She is 38 and in the prime time of life's responsibilities where rent is due, car payments and just living expenses.
I'm not sure of your age but you might be going through the same things and it can just feel like you are all alone trying to face the world and it's hard. At times very hard.
Please reach out to someone, a parent like my daughter did, or a trusted friend, you can always talk to God about it, your pastor.
I can remember back in my single Mom days and the weight of responsibilities that I faced and feeling alone with the added joy of the occasional panic attack....
I talked to my daughter the next day and after a good nights sleep she said she felt better and was ready to face the day that she would have to just deal with the cards she was dealt, but she did sound better than the day before. So please find someone to talk to.
Dear Father In Heaven please help our LittleMermaid to feel better, to get good rest and be able to work through this situation she is going through, please help her to realize that you love her and are by her side as she goes through these times of loneliness and when she is feeling anxious. Bring her peace and wrap your arms of love around her in Jesus Name Amen.
I'm sending you a virtual hug for the day...