I'm struggling because of my heart, I'm struggling to love God cause I can't, I'm struggling to serve and worship him but I can't, I'm struggling to fight this hypocrisy but I can't, this evil, it's here, I want a genuine relationship with Christ and with other people, but I can't, I wanna take this evil away but I can't, I just don't understand how I do it, do you have any idea guys? I feel like I'm in no return in honesty. No hypocrisy