Hey Michelle, prayin' for His perfect plan to unfold in your situation. I don't want you to be blinded by your loneliness. Jesus was rejected and a man familiar with suffering. Many believers share His isolation and loneliness on earth. Take it as confirmation you belong to your BIG family. You are loved.
Humans take advantage of each other's needy souls sometimes. You have been given much. Focus on your God-given gifting, on your blessings, on your new, healed life in Christ. All things will be added by you loving Daddy above. Just do it. It goes forward wonderfully.