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Suggest you change bibles and study scriptures.
G-d is the one in charge of determining if you and I have met His standard of righteous.
Ironic, that is exactly what I did when God took over my life.
Changed from the NIV to KJV.
Started preaching Salvation for mankind instead of the horrible damnation.
And wow, what a difference it has made. Knowing God really is about
love and not hate as previously taught. It opened the doors to real
growth and real repentance out of respect. Instead of shame and
hate that was ignited from the fear that God was some merciless
mob leader that will punish you severely forever.
You can keep your theology. I am in love with the real God.
Because I now know He loves all people the same.