How do i deal with being alone my whole life? I would really like to meet a woman and get married one day but its impossible, it can not happen and that makes me sad.
I have too many flaws for a woman to like me. Its not possible to have a crush on me.
Some of my flaws:
bad posture (back and neck, born with it did not get it from too much sitting infront of computer etc)
extremely red lips (looks like lipstick)
little head.
big and deformed nose.
bushy eyebrows.
walking strange.
crooked foot.
ptosis/lazy eye.
my skin is terrible.
i have a weird way of looking with my eyes.
acne.
deformed fingers (they are crooked)
Both legs looks strange.
extremely skinny arms.
long forehead,
birthmarks in the face.
incredible bad at talking with people (i suspect that I have some kind of light damage to the brain)
weird voice.
hairy.
unibrow.
skin that protrudes at the nails.
Hiatus hernia.
strange / ugly hair.
big ears.
virgin and unkissed even though I'm so old.
Not had friends irl for 12 years. I do have 2 internet friends thought (2 guys who are like me)
Dyslexia.
stupid, low iq.
poor eyesight.
afraid of dogs and cats.
will never have a good job and never have a lot of money.
sometimes there are a lot of embarrassing random leak and saliva out of my mouth.
ugly looking teeth and they are yellow.
Sometimes I stammer.
blinks a lot with the eyes.
licking my lips alot.
extreme dandruff (no schampoo helps me)
sweats a lot and often, i use soap and rollon and try different versions .... but of course its not working.
Snores loud/weird according to my brothers. I sound like a car (?)
sleeping problems. Whick makes me look tired and sad.
no clothes suits me. I look ugly in everything.
long neck.
Etc. I can just keep going. I tried everything to fix my flaws but nothing is working. How i am supposed to live a normal life with all these flaws. I dont ever see myself getting friends and a wife. People are shallow. Why did god give me so many flaws and made people so shallow.