What if I told you that I did pray, and really tried to hold on?
What if I told you that I really tried to resist anything that caused me to question my faith?
What if I told you that ironically, the very same bible is what ultimately opened a huge gap in my understanding and has left me utterly exposed in a way that I don't think I can be the same? Meaning, I can't have the same faith because I'd be insulting my own intellect and disregarding all of the internal screams that tell me that God is much more than a book compiled by men?
If The God of the bible is exactly as the bible says he is, then he might understand why I feel the way I do since he gave me this brain and mind. Then again, he might send me to "hell", and again, it depends on who you ask.
What if I told you that I really tried to resist anything that caused me to question my faith?
What if I told you that ironically, the very same bible is what ultimately opened a huge gap in my understanding and has left me utterly exposed in a way that I don't think I can be the same? Meaning, I can't have the same faith because I'd be insulting my own intellect and disregarding all of the internal screams that tell me that God is much more than a book compiled by men?
If The God of the bible is exactly as the bible says he is, then he might understand why I feel the way I do since he gave me this brain and mind. Then again, he might send me to "hell", and again, it depends on who you ask.
God can meet you at your very point of need, He is almighty. He can do anything beyond our imagination, I would greatly encourage you to empty yourself of everything you have learned and approach God as an empty vessel. Then He will fill you with the Holy Spirit and you will be made whole, wanting for nothing as you will be complete and a Holy Saint.
Our problem is we limit God to our own understanding but He is way beyond so we need to trust the He knows exactly what He's doing and why. He will answer all of your questions in His appointed time, we just need to trust and obey Him and He will take care of everything.
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