My spirit is contentious and angry. Pure acid. I am not concerned with my spirit. I don’t want to be “sweet spirited”. That is code for “ugly”. I want to be beautiful, hot and devastatingly brilliant.
Nice try at giving me a compliment, back handed as it is. A man said I was “plain but radiating beauty from within”. I suppose I was supposed to fall all over myself at that, but I gave him the heave-ho.
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I've never been called 'plain', but I have been called 'different looking' - in the beginning i also took
that as a negative, as I didn't see myself as they did - I've since learned to see myself through
many other's eyes, and really do believe that they are being truthful...I truly love people,
and always have a tireless hope for them as Christ does for me...
I know Who has been and Who will always be The One Who is shaping me, and this now brings me
great joy and confidence...