you have apologized and apologized. there's only so much in your control. i am so sorry for the pain you're in.
i have a similar situation with a very close family member. i love her, and i want her, but she doesn't feel the same, and won't speak to me at all. it's almost like a death. i have to remind myself all the time God knows the end of the story, though i don't. so i pray in hope for her... for us.
sometimes, hope is all we have, but it's a sure and certain hope in the Living God, that He is indeed working all things together for our good. praying for you. ♥
I just wish she would tell me in the moment it happens as really she is the only one it is festering in. I only know I have messed up because she won't talk to me or respond when I am reaching out to her. I know this is her problem because I have told her that I am sorry for the other thing I said twice and more really.
So if we aren't friends on Facebook then I can't offend her if she isn't in my feed of what I post as I am talking to other people not even her and she got offended.....Like I said I'm done with it if she wants to contact me then fine I will be nice but I am over trying to have a relationship with someone who doesn't want it.
I am praying about it too cause I don't like the anger I have at her right now.... for not dealing with issues she has with me right away. Because who knows what I will do or say that will tick her off even though we have no direct contact.
She is in Indiana and I am in Florida....go figure?