I mentioned on Monday that I went to a youth retreat, and those events are the coolest moments you can ever experience. However the drawback is that, when you leave you get back to the real world. In the retreat, you're surrounded by other youths are Christian and are on fire. However I went to work two days later and I'm like, I don't want to be here. It always happens, I walk on the streets I see kids playing, cussing, fighting and I'm like ugh, if only all of us can experience Jesus, how wonderful would this world be?