Speak my mind..well here it goes..
I feel like a target for all the bad things to happen to me.
I'm not selfish nor am I conceded but last year my husband of 23yrs moved out and handed me divorce papers. He was having an affair.
I wanted to fight for my marriage but there was no stopping the divorce from happening.
Ever since then, my world turned completely upside down.
I landed at my parents house. (Yeah I live w my parents but I do what I can financially for them).
My boys who are adults except the youngest who is 16 are lost and don't know who to trust.
All the boys live other places.
The two oldest live on their own and still talk to me.
They felt abandoned by their dad.
God has provided a full time job for me that I love.
I've had my heart broken to many times to count.
I live in a town where everyone knows my ex. (Oh yeah..it's fun..not!)
Both my parents had cancer and surgery from January to March.
God healed both of them.
God provides for me but I'm having a hard time with loneliness.
I know God is here but just to have that friend who puts their arm around you and prays with you is a longing for me.
My divorce was final in March so it's time to move on now.
God is my leader and He is working on my heart to either except being single or finding that person who will study Scripture and go to Church and grow with me.
God has to be the foundation of any relationship then you build on Him.

I am sorry and saddened with empathy for your pain and feelings of loneliness and your hearts desire for warm comfort with hugs of compassion, grace and mercy... I am also impressed my your inner strength and your foundational faith in the lord. God Bless you on your journey...Speak my mind..well here it goes..
I feel like a target for all the bad things to happen to me.
I'm not selfish nor am I conceded but last year my husband of 23yrs moved out and handed me divorce papers. He was having an affair.
I wanted to fight for my marriage but there was no stopping the divorce from happening.
Ever since then, my world turned completely upside down.
I landed at my parents house. (Yeah I live w my parents but I do what I can financially for them).
My boys who are adults except the youngest who is 16 are lost and don't know who to trust.
All the boys live other places.
The two oldest live on their own and still talk to me.
They felt abandoned by their dad.
God has provided a full time job for me that I love.
I've had my heart broken to many times to count.
I live in a town where everyone knows my ex. (Oh yeah..it's fun..not!)
Both my parents had cancer and surgery from January to March.
God healed both of them.
God provides for me but I'm having a hard time with loneliness.
I know God is here but just to have that friend who puts their arm around you and prays with you is a longing for me.
My divorce was final in March so it's time to move on now.
God is my leader and He is working on my heart to either except being single or finding that person who will study Scripture and go to Church and grow with me.
God has to be the foundation of any relationship then you build on Him.
Moses was the first person to break all ten commandments.![]()
I'm having so much anxiety about tomorrow I am organizing everything just to relax and it's not working quite as well as I hoped it would
Maybe coffee can help?![]()
Moses was the first person to break all ten commandments.![]()
Ummmmm...you trying to start something here? :/
We should also be praying for those caught up in the Mexican earthquake, looks like a school was hit killing many children. :'(Here we go again folks.
We need to keep everyone who is in the path of hurricane Maria in prayer.
Hurricane Maria, the Strongest Puerto Rico Landfall in 85 Years, Unleashes a Siege of Destructive Winds and Flooding.
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