God bless you for sharing that with us. For me it was letting God reveal the seeds [bad and good] that had been planted in my heart thoughout my life. I had always thought I had forgiven everyone who hurt me, God showed me I still had hidden unforgiveness in my heart for the ones who hurt me the most. I allowed myself to do something I had always thought and been told I shouldn't do. I allowed myself to remember my past. It was only when I started to write my testamony, that God has started the process of healing my heart. Emptying and replacing the bad seed sown there by the things of this world[ hurting words of condemation and rejection, that had been placed there by family, both the family I had been born into, and my christian family when I was saved by the blood of christ, that cleanses all people of sin [of every tongue and nation] who believe Jesus is the son of God, and died covering all sins[past, present and future]. For condemation and rejection[ starting towards myself and others] that had filled my heart, having be placed there without ever having dealt with it, until I allowed myself to go back to the past. I didn't go back by myself, for having been reconciled back to God though Christ, God gently held my hand , and led me ever so carefully back, back to and though the first words ever spoken to me, seed of both good and bad that had been planted in my heart since coming into this world.
thoughout this process,when I remembered bad seed sown by me into others and the many sins I have committed ,the opposer cried guilty [God didn't let go of my hand] Has I allowed God to take me back, he started leading me forward. Has I remembered my own sins, the opposer kept pointing his finger at me while crying guilty, [God didn't let go of my hand] However, the opposer kept pointing at me ,putting all my sins of the past before God , [and me]he kept shouting Guilty, SHE'S GUILTY, [God didn't let go of my hand] Finally, the opposer screamed at us, She's Guilty, LOOK AT HER , SHE SINS EVERY DAY BEFORE YOU. The opposer was right, for my flesh do sin dailly.[God didn't let go of my hand][for we are in this world not of this world]
Finally God spoke. God showed me a written judgement, he didn't expose my sin on it , he exposed his mercy on it. For written on the paper was a list that read guilty of all my sin, those committed in my past, my present, and those yet to be committed while I am in this fleshly body. I kept reading down the list, every word written was guilty! However, God was still holding my hand, God said stop reading down the list, and start looking at and reading what I have written next to it . I listened, and started to read what was written next to the list. Across from every guity, it was written NOT GUILTY, across from every not guilty were the words, THE BLOOD. Then something incredible happened. [ God had his people take me and wash me and put clean linen on me. His people brought me into a room, where there was a table] I wish I could share all this , however, Im almost out of space. God Bless you all, has you keep sowing the seeds of Gods love and mercy, though his son into his kingdom.
Could someone please email this to my inbox, for i think its empty, God bless you all, I love you in Christ!!!
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