Okay, okay you said you weren't happy....what happened??
Taking things too personal, and with my OCD didn't end well. So only had 1 lesson supposed to be in college today (this lesson is a different qualification to the main course which I'm taking). I didn't go in cos we only had that lesson (one), and the proper main course lesson had been cancelled cos the teacher was ill. We were only supposed to have those 2 lessons this afternoon. (and the proper course lesson was cancelled, so only 1 lesson for this pointless qualification).
And I have to travel to college an hour on a bus, and after 2:30pm, I'd have nothing to do except for wait in college until 4:30pm for the bus home cos I already finished all my main subject work. Have nothing to do.
Noone cares about this extra qualification because it isn't recognised, it's rubbish. It's some points scheme to get extra points to get into unis (but most unis don't recognise them). My unis that I have picked don't recognise them, and it's nothing to do with my main subject, and a complete different qualification. So is just pointless, irrelevant and a waste of time for me. Just a distraction from my main subjects which actually matter.
When the teacher of this pointless additional qualification emailed me earlier to ask why I hadn't gone in. I just took it too personal and just lost it tbh. Thinking she had something against me cos she HAS had stuff against me in the past. But now I realise I just took it too personal and shouldn't be angry. Like if you don't go to the lesson, the teacher will email asking where you are.
The reason I didn't go in is because it's an irrelevant qualification which is just a waste of time and is a distraction from the courses I'm doing that actually matter. Plus, go in all that way for just one lesson? with nothing to do stuck in college for the rest of the whole day until 4:30pm. I probably should just talk to my tutor and main lecturer about it when she gets better and is back in college.