I don't like bugs lol. No pun intended, I mean real bugs, creepy crawlies, cockroaches and etc. There are some parts in the world I just couldn't live in because of the creepy crawlies and the bugs there lol.
Ignore the trolls, it's hard and I get it too. It gets you angry when people are nasty and post nasty comments and sarcastic comments in reply to you. I know it's hard, it makes me angry too. But the best thing is to just ignore, and if they act like idiots and say nasty stuff. Just put them on your ignore list.
Also look at your own life, you're comfortable, you're happy. You are in a MUCH better position than SO many people both on this forum and in this world are. Don't let them take away your happiness or joy from life. Be happy, as you are.