1st paragraph. you wrote this.
then yesterday, you told me that unless I see through a different lens, there can be no bridge between us. you said this. you did.
since you said both things, do you care to try to reconcile them??
gb9 - I am always prepared to change. I can see how it looks from your perspective.
It looks like from your perspective I need to accept your reality, because it is the only
reality there is.
So from your perspective I am saying something contradictatory.
Imagine your world is just one alternative of your position, yours being an emotionally
closed down and cutoff version. In this place compromises is all that works and everything
is tossed around by forces outside ones control or understanding.
Emotions are powerful and feared, are reacted to rather than used as messages.
I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.
Rom 7:15 applies
But this is not where we need to stay in Christ, nor was Paul held captive to this.
I know this place because once that was my life also.
But in Christ love brings us victory and freedom, resolves issues we did not know
existed and stops things that used to dominate everything we did. It takes time,
dedication, patience, obedience, perseverance.
I am not sure this is what you expected me to say.
I am not your enemy or a deeply conflicted individual, or someone hiding horrendous
wickedness which I have not resolved. I am the result of grace and love working in
the heart of a believer.
And thankyou for challenging me about something you have seen, because I cannot
see what you see, until you point it out, and the Lord opens my mind to your perspective.
God bless you, for in Him we alone are counted worthy.