It's a very long story, but the short of it is that after pouring my all into a relationship with someone, they gave up on me in favor of someone else. And normally I keep things like this to myself, but you know those times when you were in physical pain and all you can talk or think about is how much it hurts? That's what this is like. I feel it constantly and sometimes I just need to say it out loud.
Yeah constantly because no pain reliever will work for that. Maybe crying will help. Prayer also will help. Cry it out to the Lord. Heart problems can be good sometimes because it means that you have loved deeply but lost and you feel your humanity. I like this line from a song..."I would rather hurt than feel nothing at all"
Take it easy and get well soon.