My son, who has been struggling mightily, recently said to me, "I wish I could be an old time farmer. Just get up, work hard from dawn to dusk, raise a family".
Ahh, the simple life. When the necessities of life took up most of our time. With all the conveniences of today, we still seem to have LESS time to just relax and love.
I don't know what you are struggling with. I only know the world will be a little darker without people like you or my son, or the the untold others who could leave us too soon. Your pain won't just go away with you going away. It will simply be transferred to so many others that love you.
Holy Father, please pour Your Spirit out on this young lady, my son, and everyone else struggling in this fallen, broken, world. In Jesus Name I pray.