Blain's Testimony

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hon2294

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Oh Blain, your testimony breaks my heart but Im still happy because you get to experience God's salvation. He is your Savior and will continue saving you dear brother. Keep the faith. This is not our real home, that's why. When we go to heaven, everyone will welcome us. Ill be praying for your total recovery...
 

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I havent made a testimony because ppl hardly even read testimonies let alone post in them but I figured I might as well.
I guess it begins when I was with my mom and dad, as a young kid as long as I could remember they were always abusive and starved me severely. I was always hungry and I was treated like a slave, I did all sorts of chores and for no reason at all they would hurt me. I had to clean the carpet with nothing but water and a tooth brush and they hit me a lot. I remember they would sit in a circle and I had to take my pants off and one by one they would stab my in the but with a sowing needle. there was one time they made me eat a cockroach another they made me eat my sisters poop another they made me drink my uncles throw up.

There was another time my mom cut my bottom with a knife and said the blood coming out was demons and scared me. my mom would sometimes make special pancakes for me, she would make pancakes crunch up lots of pills and say they were sprinkles and drench it in syrup. I knew I would black out if i ate it but i never get to eat good so I did it no problem.

Basically I had a terrible child hood, and I dont even remember the worst parts, when I was taken away at age eight apparently my parents spilled the beans of all they did and I was put in a foster home. my foster mom still wont tell me the parts I dont remember she said it was to gruesome and horrible for me to handle all i know is that they sexually abused me and lots of horrible things that my mind apparently cant remember because they starved me so bad and they drugged so much that I somehow had brain damage. at the age of eight I was the size of a four year old due to not being fed good so I had to eat a whole lot so my body could gradually catch up

I was put in a good foster home, the dad was a real jerk but i dont hold grudges. I had already forgiven my real parents I am not able to stay mad at someone trust me I have tried. I had 4 good years although I had medical issues they werent that bad but then I got cancer luekemia, its a deadly blood cancer. Cancer of course is no joy ride, you have to go through so much stuff like radiation and chemo therapy you get stuck with needles a whole lot and you get more medical issues from the radiation and it damages your body. I had it for four years but finally it was in remission meaning its basically asleep but can come back at any time. to this day I still suffer from the cancer and the damage it did to my body, I have many health issue I received another dose of brain damage and I now have diabetes. I even for some reason get this horrible pain in my nerves and bones.

People say I am brave and strong for fighting and beating cancer, but im not because I didnt do anything it was all because of the doctors help that I am even alive. there were a couple times i almost died and they saved me. all I did was put up with it.

I eventually graduated high school but because I cant drive due to the brain damage I cannot go to work as there is not a place to work in walking distance and plus I have trouble remembering simple things and following simple commands. So I live with my mom and in all likely hood will for the rest of my life because I have no way of earning money and cant live on my own. But anyways I was saved two years ago and it was the best decision I ever made, my family doesnt think I will ever amount to much or be anyone special but God says that I can and will
God says you can and will...and He and I and many others, know You already are someone special. Thank you for sharing.
 
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ringo34

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Blain you can try to apply for state disability which would give you food stamps and living expense money. It would be worth a try. I am terribly sorry you went through that. But you can help others that have been through similar situations because you understand their pain. You can help lead them to Christ so they can experience real love. I hope this helps you.May God continue to strengthen your faith in him.
 
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Blain...Who listens to testimonies? I do..and hundreds of others here. You nor I cannot change the past, but you certainly can change the future, via the Holy SPIRIT who has all the power to do so. The Bible is full of people who suffered physically, emotionally and spiritually for long periods of time... but JESUS still found the time to heal and comfort them. Since HE never changes, you are also in the same venue to be delivered too and claim real Victory....for the rest of your earthly days. Your testimony speaks volumes and needs to be heard, but the real Story is HOW the blood of JESUS CHRIST covers over your past, offering sweet wholeness and life changing directions.
 

Blain

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Blain...Who listens to testimonies? I do..and hundreds of others here. You nor I cannot change the past, but you certainly can change the future, via the Holy SPIRIT who has all the power to do so. The Bible is full of people who suffered physically, emotionally and spiritually for long periods of time... but JESUS still found the time to heal and comfort them. Since HE never changes, you are also in the same venue to be delivered too and claim real Victory....for the rest of your earthly days. Your testimony speaks volumes and needs to be heard, but the real Story is HOW the blood of JESUS CHRIST covers over your past, offering sweet wholeness and life changing directions.
It is because of my past that I am compassionate for the hurting and lonely for those who never knew what it's like to be loved or cared for, but it isn't my story that needs to be told:)
 
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Araya

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Wow Blain...I'm new here and have not long been saved, your an inspiration to me, your spirit is amazing. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Your story has touched me deeply.
 
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MissyTwoShoes

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I am overwhelmed by your story. .and amazed by your testimony! I think God gave you an amazing heart and He works thru you to tell of His glory. I agree with psychomom and wish for a time machine to save that little boy! But I thank God for what He's doing thru you. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony! I'll keep you in my prayers for sure! Big HUGS!
 
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God says you can and will...and He and I and many others, know You already are someone special. Thank you for sharing.


Oh bless you Brother Blain,


I understand your pain. Thank God for sharing your experience and how He has delivered you from the lion's den. We are told to share our testimonies for the saving of others that they too can draw from the strength God has given us. I pray that you will continue to abide in the Lord and you can never fail.
 
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biblicalsandy

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I havent made a testimony because ppl hardly even read testimonies let alone post in them but I figured I might as well.
I guess it begins when I was with my mom and dad, as a young kid as long as I could remember they were always abusive and starved me severely. I was always hungry and I was treated like a slave, I did all sorts of chores and for no reason at all they would hurt me. I had to clean the carpet with nothing but water and a tooth brush and they hit me a lot. I remember they would sit in a circle and I had to take my pants off and one by one they would stab my in the but with a sowing needle. there was one time they made me eat a cockroach another they made me eat my sisters poop another they made me drink my uncles throw up.

There was another time my mom cut my bottom with a knife and said the blood coming out was demons and scared me. my mom would sometimes make special pancakes for me, she would make pancakes crunch up lots of pills and say they were sprinkles and drench it in syrup. I knew I would black out if i ate it but i never get to eat good so I did it no problem.

Basically I had a terrible child hood, and I dont even remember the worst parts, when I was taken away at age eight apparently my parents spilled the beans of all they did and I was put in a foster home. my foster mom still wont tell me the parts I dont remember she said it was to gruesome and horrible for me to handle all i know is that they sexually abused me and lots of horrible things that my mind apparently cant remember because they starved me so bad and they drugged so much that I somehow had brain damage. at the age of eight I was the size of a four year old due to not being fed good so I had to eat a whole lot so my body could gradually catch up

I was put in a good foster home, the dad was a real jerk but i dont hold grudges. I had already forgiven my real parents I am not able to stay mad at someone trust me I have tried. I had 4 good years although I had medical issues they werent that bad but then I got cancer luekemia, its a deadly blood cancer. Cancer of course is no joy ride, you have to go through so much stuff like radiation and chemo therapy you get stuck with needles a whole lot and you get more medical issues from the radiation and it damages your body. I had it for four years but finally it was in remission meaning its basically asleep but can come back at any time. to this day I still suffer from the cancer and the damage it did to my body, I have many health issue I received another dose of brain damage and I now have diabetes. I even for some reason get this horrible pain in my nerves and bones.

People say I am brave and strong for fighting and beating cancer, but im not because I didnt do anything it was all because of the doctors help that I am even alive. there were a couple times i almost died and they saved me. all I did was put up with it.

I eventually graduated high school but because I cant drive due to the brain damage I cannot go to work as there is not a place to work in walking distance and plus I have trouble remembering simple things and following simple commands. So I live with my mom and in all likely hood will for the rest of my life because I have no way of earning money and cant live on my own. But anyways I was saved two years ago and it was the best decision I ever made, my family doesnt think I will ever amount to much or be anyone special but God says that I can and will
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony, may God bless you!
 

Blain

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I am overwhelmed by your story. .and amazed by your testimony! I think God gave you an amazing heart and He works thru you to tell of His glory. I agree with psychomom and wish for a time machine to save that little boy! But I thank God for what He's doing thru you. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony! I'll keep you in my prayers for sure! Big HUGS!
Thank very much for your kind words:) Because of my past I find it very hard to do things most people can and the brain damage and chemo therapy didn't just give me extra brain damage but also greatly stunted my growth and I am not unaware that I am very childish in heart spirit in nature I literally have the heart of a child and the mind of one and honestly because I am this because of my past I praise God.

He knew exactly what he was doing allowing me to go through all of that, it is because of my child like nature I was able to create a very close and child like love with him it is because of my happy go lucky innocent nature that many ppls hearts were touched and spirits lifted. I do admit that I want to grow up and want to mature and be responsible but God seems to be using my child like heart to reach others for now. But my past wasn't as bad as a lot of ppls I haven't gone through what a lot of others have so I cannot act like my past was a gruesome and terrible one and that I went through hell because many have gone through worse.

However my testimony is only to point to God not me just as a great singer says in his song to tell you my story is to tell of him:)
 
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Miri

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Hi Blain my brother in Christ.

You are an amazing person, God has gifted you with amazing things, you are such a
blessing to others. Let no one despise you or put you down, don't put
yourself down.

What The devil meant for harm, God has turned around.
He uses the weak things of this world to confound the wise.
Even mighty Samson used the jaw bone of an ass - that means their is
hope for us all

Think of Joseph and dream on brother!

Miri
 
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Nia_Boo5

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I'm crying
God bless you
People like you are an Inspiration
 
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AnneNoel

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I havent made a testimony because ppl hardly even read testimonies let alone post in them but I figured I might as well.
I guess it begins when I was with my mom and dad, as a young kid as long as I could remember they were always abusive and starved me severely. I was always hungry and I was treated like a slave, I did all sorts of chores and for no reason at all they would hurt me. I had to clean the carpet with nothing but water and a tooth brush and they hit me a lot. I remember they would sit in a circle and I had to take my pants off and one by one they would stab my in the but with a sowing needle. there was one time they made me eat a cockroach another they made me eat my sisters poop another they made me drink my uncles throw up.

There was another time my mom cut my bottom with a knife and said the blood coming out was demons and scared me. my mom would sometimes make special pancakes for me, she would make pancakes crunch up lots of pills and say they were sprinkles and drench it in syrup. I knew I would black out if i ate it but i never get to eat good so I did it no problem.

Basically I had a terrible child hood, and I dont even remember the worst parts, when I was taken away at age eight apparently my parents spilled the beans of all they did and I was put in a foster home. my foster mom still wont tell me the parts I dont remember she said it was to gruesome and horrible for me to handle all i know is that they sexually abused me and lots of horrible things that my mind apparently cant remember because they starved me so bad and they drugged so much that I somehow had brain damage. at the age of eight I was the size of a four year old due to not being fed good so I had to eat a whole lot so my body could gradually catch up

I was put in a good foster home, the dad was a real jerk but i dont hold grudges. I had already forgiven my real parents I am not able to stay mad at someone trust me I have tried. I had 4 good years although I had medical issues they werent that bad but then I got cancer luekemia, its a deadly blood cancer. Cancer of course is no joy ride, you have to go through so much stuff like radiation and chemo therapy you get stuck with needles a whole lot and you get more medical issues from the radiation and it damages your body. I had it for four years but finally it was in remission meaning its basically asleep but can come back at any time. to this day I still suffer from the cancer and the damage it did to my body, I have many health issue I received another dose of brain damage and I now have diabetes. I even for some reason get this horrible pain in my nerves and bones.

People say I am brave and strong for fighting and beating cancer, but im not because I didnt do anything it was all because of the doctors help that I am even alive. there were a couple times i almost died and they saved me. all I did was put up with it.

I eventually graduated high school but because I cant drive due to the brain damage I cannot go to work as there is not a place to work in walking distance and plus I have trouble remembering simple things and following simple commands. So I live with my mom and in all likely hood will for the rest of my life because I have no way of earning money and cant live on my own. But anyways I was saved two years ago and it was the best decision I ever made, my family doesnt think I will ever amount to much or be anyone special but God says that I can and will
My heart is broken for what you went through. I pray that God will always bless you & beautiful things happen for the rest of your life on this Earth.
 
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MYSAVIORJESUSCHRIST

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Blain:

I'm so glad you posted this so I could hear your story.

Please don't take this the wrong way, that is the most horrific childhood I have ever heard/read in my life.

God definitely has a plan for your life. You are a light here at CC and that is sometimes, in a way, more than people contribute at their jobs.

My heart goes out to you bro, you are so early in your life and you've gone through so much already that some might not experience in a lifetime.

All that said, your faith as a testimony, from all that you went through, will definitely encourage others and make us all think twice before we assume we've have it hard.

*I could say a lot more but I'm wrote short so you actually read it*

Your faith is very strong.

Blessings to you Blain! :D
 

Blain

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Blain:

I'm so glad you posted this so I could hear your story.

Please don't take this the wrong way, that is the most horrific childhood I have ever heard/read in my life.

God definitely has a plan for your life. You are a light here at CC and that is sometimes, in a way, more than people contribute at their jobs.

My heart goes out to you bro, you are so early in your life and you've gone through so much already that some might not experience in a lifetime.

All that said, your faith as a testimony, from all that you went through, will definitely encourage others and make us all think twice before we assume we've have it hard.

*I could say a lot more but I'm wrote short so you actually read it*

Your faith is very strong.

Blessings to you Blain! :D
My friend I cannot complain about what I went through I am actually grateful for it. True enough what I went through even though I know others have gone through worse was painful and lonely sad and weary but it is because of what I went through that I can connect and understand others who went through the same things who bear the same scars who know what pain and sadness truly is.

A friend of my little sister came over a while back and it was scary movie night in this movie people were being killed and tortured their eyes full of tears and empty of hope and this friend of hers is an attention seeker she makes up all kinds of stories of supposed brutal beating and horrible stuff but I have the gift of discernment and knew she was making it all up but what really made me know she made it up is when all of this was happening in the movie and there was so much pain and sadness blood and no hope my spirit was so heavy and eyes full of tears I was doing everything I could to not bawl but she was cracking up she for some reason found all of this super funny.

If she went through all she said she did then she would feel compassion and understanding of the pain not think it was hilarious. But that just proves my point, those who know pain and sadness understand the scars. Also you can make your post as long as you want I will still read it:)
 
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MYSAVIORJESUSCHRIST

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Blain:

Thanks for responding when most people don't.:)

I could only imagine the pain you could be feeling by having to watch some of that horrific movie, yes and it is sad how some people could laugh it off.

God will use you and your testimony to greater His Glory.

Thanks for sharing again, brother in Christ,

Your courage in telling your story will and has already meant a lot to others.

Hope that God does, and he will, fill all those wounds/someday you won't even remember them.
Isa: 65:17---read it

Blessings!
 
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Blain

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Blain:

Thanks for responding when most people don't.:)

I could only imagine the pain you could be feeling by having to watch some of that horrific movie, yes and it is sad how some people could laugh it off.

God will use you and your testimony to greater His Glory.

Thanks for sharing again, brother in Christ,

Your courage in telling your story will and has already meant a lot to others.

Hope that God does, and he will, fill all those wounds/someday you won't even remember them.
Isa: 65:17---read it

Blessings!
You are far to kind my friend lol. I will say this though my story may have helped many people however to tell my story is to tell of him and also it isn't my story that needs to be told:)
 
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Shelley55

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Hi Blain! Thank you for reliving those horrible life experiences to 1) Show how great God is 2) That you are striving & are willing to use your pain to help others. remember, 'There is no greater love than to set down your life for a friend". to me,your testimony is really putting down your life to hr
elp others put down the heavy baggage they've been carrying so long! Gog bless & keep you, May He shine a Light on you & grant you piece".
 

Blain

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Hi Blain! Thank you for reliving those horrible life experiences to 1) Show how great God is 2) That you are striving & are willing to use your pain to help others. remember, 'There is no greater love than to set down your life for a friend". to me,your testimony is really putting down your life to hr
elp others put down the heavy baggage they've been carrying so long! Gog bless & keep you, May He shine a Light on you & grant you piece".
Shelly that was beautiful:) In all honesty when I made this testimony I never would have imaged the kind of impact it would have on ppl and I certainly had no idea God was going to use it to help ppl. I don't really feel like it it's anything special tbh but I am much more concerned about others who are in pain and who are alone not knowing love. I have seen many people who were beaten and treated so badly that their minds were really messed up and others who were sexually abused and convinced they are trash and not worth anything and I want so badly to wrap my arms around them and show them who they really are and how precious they are.
 
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Justmeforj

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Oh lord have mercy on us. I can't stop crying since i read this. Blain God will surely bless you. Jesus loves you and i am very sorry for everything. God bless your soul. You will be healed totally.