Thank you for your prayers to cover my slavery to stupidity.
Wow, you are fortunate just to be alive, then! That is amazing that you stayed on the job for so many years after. Have you gotten any financial compensation because of it? Please don't feel you have to answer if my question is too impertinent. I just hope something was done by the worldly powers that be to try to help you.
There was a story in our daily newspaper just last week about the traumas faced by first responders, and the suicide rates connected to such, how they are increasing, and need more attention to be paid to the seriousness of such. I think I would prefer farm life to all that, as well. Life is full of tragedy, sadness, loss, and sorrow. Planting things and watching them grow til harvest time seems a much gentler way. Or keeping 1,200 head of cattle. The clean wide open quiet spaces compared to the cramped dirty squalor of noisy city life. Gosh, I miss the country.
I cannot count how many times I may have almost died. I was in a smoke inhalation incident once where I ended up comatose for almost 12 hours, and woke up hyperventilating. I lost my voice for a full month following that incident. The only think I can think sometimes is that God has some plan for me. I am sure he has some awesome plan for you, too
Well, they paid our hospital bills, paid us while we were out of work, other than that,
nothing. I quit because the last 2 summers, we lost 37 kids. 32 were in wrecks, 3
were from drownings, 2 they hung themselves. When you roll up on a scene, and
they are 12 victims dead, it gets to you. That was the worst one, the next was 8
dead, they were adults, not included in the 37.
This was in the 70's, so much has changed since
then. I was going to college 2 days a week, working
as a paramedic, and farming all at the same time. The
farm became the driving force for my future. I have always
been in farming. My dad, paw-paw, and my great paw-paw,
were all farmers, so, it's in the blood.
I've had a good life, God has been so good to me, no regrets
on my end at all. I just wished that I had been able to do more
for him. I believe that I've done everything that the Holy spirit
has directed me to do.