She's frying fish.
And you should never break up with chocolate. Lol
Probably, theyre all troublemakers
break up with chocolate and you'll find yourself a heretic 'fore long?
One should NEVER break up with chocolate....
Hello Mom <3
hello, darlin'.
how was the day for you? ♥
Extremely....
Rough. Sigh......
But YOU are here... and that makes me smile... I havent cried like today since the day my dad passed.... and wow... talk about God AND my dad both speaking me to during praise and worship!!!
My heart aches. but I keep telling myself my dad is building our manor, and I will get to go home someday... I just want to live life and experience joy... and give joy to others...![]()
Extremely....
Rough. Sigh......
But YOU are here... and that makes me smile... I havent cried like today since the day my dad passed.... and wow... talk about God AND my dad both speaking me to during praise and worship!!!
My heart aches. but I keep telling myself my dad is building our manor, and I will get to go home someday... I just want to live life and experience joy... and give joy to others...![]()
If God doesn't do the face palming I sure do, your rant is understandable I have felt this way many times.could you guys please pray for me? This place has the spirit of depression on me right now and I can't shake it.. I'm sooo sad right now..This place pulls people apart more than it builds us up..and that's the truth.. in fact, I need to rant right now..if you dont like it, tough, plug your ears..
I am sad that good people come here and get driven off by the contention and hate in this forum. Both newbies AND regulars. I'm tired of being happy.. tired of PRETENDING to be happy.. tired of laughing and smiling and hiding the fact that I'm sad as he** that alot of my friends have left and are leaving.. some days I wish I'd never found this site, because there's so much hate and contention on here.. it permeates from the BAF to all the other forums.. everybody trying to prove a point, and why theirs is right and everyone else is wrong.. who frickin' cares?! Agree to disagree and move on for goodness sake!! But nooooooooo, everyone has to be self-righteous and rude and sarcastic, and be sexist or racist and name call those who they deem stupider than themselves.. You are all adults!! Act like it and stop disappointing your Lord.. the KIDS on here act more mature than alot of adults on here, and that fact alone should ashame the adults on here.. I'm sure God's doing a constant facepalm when he visits this site.. :/
I need a break from this place.. rant over.. carry on..
Hurting is not a bad thing..grieving is needed. Hugs sweetie, im sorry you hurt, but i praise with you that your dad is with the Lord.
I was told that what I "wanted" was selfish.... and I said.."oh well... so i can be selfish for once in my life". lol Wow... just to want to hug and hold and see and hear my dad.... and I was told i was being selfish? hmmm... I love the person who said that to me.... but gotta admit... that did kinda sting a little bit.
Sorry..but someone who gives creedence to 'the spirit of depression", tells the world "I"m tired of being happy",
"Tired of smiling...mad as he__. "who fr___ing cares" and such is only showing the real person they are. The bible is clear: "By your own words, you are exalted, by your own words, you are condemned". IF you found your own words above written across a mirror with lipstick, it would Scare YOU! Shouldn't that tell you something? This is the internet...how did you exist before it? How did you ventilate? DID you stand and scream this down a hallway? We all agree..YOU do need a break from this place, since you blame it for your troubles and get so upset over it. Why not go down to the local soup kitchen and volunteer and work face to face with real people in a real world and forget this internet drama that YOU freely choose to put into your life. GOD bless you as you leave.

could you guys please pray for me? This place has the spirit of depression on me right now and I can't shake it.. I'm sooo sad right now..This place pulls people apart more than it builds us up..and that's the truth.. in fact, I need to rant right now..if you dont like it, tough, plug your ears..
I am sad that good people come here and get driven off by the contention and hate in this forum. Both newbies AND regulars. I'm tired of being happy.. tired of PRETENDING to be happy.. tired of laughing and smiling and hiding the fact that I'm sad as he** that alot of my friends have left and are leaving.. some days I wish I'd never found this site, because there's so much hate and contention on here.. it permeates from the BAF to all the other forums.. everybody trying to prove a point, and why theirs is right and everyone else is wrong.. who frickin' cares?! Agree to disagree and move on for goodness sake!! But nooooooooo, everyone has to be self-righteous and rude and sarcastic, and be sexist or racist and name call those who they deem stupider than themselves.. You are all adults!! Act like it and stop disappointing your Lord.. the KIDS on here act more mature than alot of adults on here, and that fact alone should ashame the adults on here.. I'm sure God's doing a constant facepalm when he visits this site.. :/
I need a break from this place.. rant over.. carry on..

Sorry..but someone who gives creedence to 'the spirit of depression", tells the world "I"m tired of being happy",
"Tired of smiling...mad as he__. "who fr___ing cares" and such is only showing the real person they are. The bible is clear: "By your own words, you are exalted, by your own words, you are condemned". IF you found your own words above written across a mirror with lipstick, it would Scare YOU! Shouldn't that tell you something? This is the internet...how did you exist before it? How did you ventilate? DID you stand and scream this down a hallway? We all agree..YOU do need a break from this place, since you blame it for your troubles and get so upset over it. Why not go down to the local soup kitchen and volunteer and work face to face with real people in a real world and forget this internet drama that YOU freely choose to put into your life. GOD bless you as you leave.
could you guys please pray for me? This place has the spirit of depression on me right now and I can't shake it.. I'm sooo sad right now..This place pulls people apart more than it builds us up..and that's the truth.. in fact, I need to rant right now..if you dont like it, tough, plug your ears..
I am sad that good people come here and get driven off by the contention and hate in this forum. Both newbies AND regulars. I'm tired of being happy.. tired of PRETENDING to be happy.. tired of laughing and smiling and hiding the fact that I'm sad as he** that alot of my friends have left and are leaving.. some days I wish I'd never found this site, because there's so much hate and contention on here.. it permeates from the BAF to all the other forums.. everybody trying to prove a point, and why theirs is right and everyone else is wrong.. who frickin' cares?! Agree to disagree and move on for goodness sake!! But nooooooooo, everyone has to be self-righteous and rude and sarcastic, and be sexist or racist and name call those who they deem stupider than themselves.. You are all adults!! Act like it and stop disappointing your Lord.. the KIDS on here act more mature than alot of adults on here, and that fact alone should ashame the adults on here.. I'm sure God's doing a constant facepalm when he visits this site.. :/
I need a break from this place.. rant over.. carry on..
Selfish? Thats extremely normal and yeah me too. I also wanted him at my highschool graduation, and wedding and birth of my childrsn, it's ok to miss your dad. Especially today. You're still letting him go day by day, but today.....cry, and remember.