Brother Mitspa, I lived there for two years while in the service to our Country( 1972-1976) I am sure things have changed a lot there,but what does not change are the people who live there.Child slaves are and always have been a large trade there since i was there!
It is a terrible thing to see and witness to! But since you believe you are led by the Lord to start one,then YOU start one! Many times brother the Lord will direct us to take the lead,but because we become fearful we hold back the leadership roles to someone else,but this is not what the Lord wants. hehe ask Moses,ask David,ask Paul,as many others saints of our faith. Scared? fearful? What if's? Ah yes!! These are the attacks of the enemy to our minds in many areas good brother! But one thing,you will never learn, nor will you ever grow without using your belief in the faith you already have!!( john 6:28-29) which leads to heb 11:6!)
To depend on,rely in,to yes believe! It seems to me good brother that your will is being challanged to see for yourself if you are willing to endure,and will you endure to a result,or fold?( heb 10:36) It is much different looking upon a battlefield then to be in the battle itself. This you are learning. I am only saying this for you to consider is all bro,i do not know you, or your intention!
One who lives there must learn to become shrewd!( matt 10:16)because things there as you have already found out,are not always as they appear! Holy Spirit will guide you, and teach you,as long as you are willing to stay in his classroom.( rom 8:14-15) and 1 john 2:27!)
There comes a time brother when the Lord will sit back from us a bit,and ask you to do something,so you can begin to see what he is seeing!!( 2 chron 32:31) which says" God left him alone only to test him, that he might know all that was in his own heart!
Yes brother God does hide at times from us!!( Isaiah 45:15!!) he does not ever leave us, but he does hide for a purpose! And to find his will we must endure to find this!( heb 10:36) The question we must ask ourselves is are we willing,and will we endure till the end?? Only this you yourself can answer,and you can only answer this by looking deep within your own heart.This is what i found out for me brother,and i can tell you this,if you look,you will indeed find!!( matt 7:7!!) Blessing brother!