Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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I haven't felt this way in so long, its almost foreign to me... Why have I suddenly lost all my confidence in myself?
I know I'm pretty, but I used to be prettier.
Its not that I regret giving birth to the wonderful little girl next to me, but I feel so insecure...
Not a good feeling to have when I'm getting married in a month
 
Moths. They're like ugly, drunken butterflies.
I KEEL YOU!!

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I haven't felt this way in so long, its almost foreign to me... Why have I suddenly lost all my confidence in myself?
I know I'm pretty, but I used to be prettier.
Its not that I regret giving birth to the wonderful little girl next to me, but I feel so insecure...
Not a good feeling to have when I'm getting married in a month

THIS.
I just...yeah. I can relate. Not to the getting married in a month part, but feeling less attractive after having a kid. Or two. Anyway, I'm sure your fiancé doesn't think there's a thing wrong with you :)
 
I'm not in chat tonight, but for future reference it's always a good idea for singles regulars to check the support room and the random room, just in case there was an "overflow" when singles got too crowded. It happens more and more often these days.
 
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. People move on. Maybe it is for the best that a jerk like myself has no friends. Whew... I'm really hating myself right now. All this feeling in my chest... My eyes...


It's for the best. God, what effed up year this is... Bitter, resentful, distant, awkward, socially inept... Maybe I need to just stay away from people. Do the hermit thing like hardcore.
 
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. People move on. Maybe it is for the best that a jerk like myself has no friends. Whew... I'm really hating myself right now. All this feeling in my chest... My eyes...


It's for the best. God, what effed up year this is... Bitter, resentful, distant, awkward, socially inept... Maybe I need to just stay away from people. Do the hermit thing like hardcore.

I strongly object to this. Not that my opinion means a lot. I dunno, people are rarely as bad as they think they are. D'you just like, want some coffee or something? I can shut up.
 
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. People move on. Maybe it is for the best that a jerk like myself has no friends. Whew... I'm really hating myself right now. All this feeling in my chest... My eyes...


It's for the best. God, what effed up year this is... Bitter, resentful, distant, awkward, socially inept... Maybe I need to just stay away from people. Do the hermit thing like hardcore.

(((HUGS))) I have no idea what's going on Searching, but I'm praying for you right now before going to bed. I'm sorry you're hurting. :( We are here for you if you want to talk about it.
 
Searching4truth

i don't know the details but I definitely understand the feeling... I'm sorry you're in that place right now... Sometimes all we can do is let Jesus define who we are and hope that tomorrow is a brighter day.

On a side note: back from vacation today! Anyone miss me?
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I strongly object to this. Not that my opinion means a lot. I dunno, people are rarely as bad as they think they are. D'you just like, want some coffee or something? I can shut up.

You know, I'm pretty self aware... I think I know what a jerk looks like. What one acts like. I'm not as openly caring as some. Not so... loving or tender as others. I tried to be at one point. But you know? People walked all over me. Used me. This just didn't help with the bitterness I tried to let go of.