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Things on my mind this morning include, but are not limited to:
Today I'll be packing up all the movies, gifts, trinkets from my ex and his family. There's a place here at my apartment complex where people can leave things they're getting rid of and other tenants can look through it and take what they want; I'll take this stuff there later.
I definitely have to rearrange my house...
I feel so drained today. I guess that's a nice change from all the pain and chaos? I dunno. I think I'm tired of not knowing what the day will bring. It's been surprise after surprise every day for a couple of weeks now and even though there's been a few good things thrown in, I'm just...ugh. So tired.
Last night I kept having dreams that I was trying to find a quiet place to curl up and sleep...I was carrying around my pillow and blanket and every time I settled somewhere, a phone would ring or someone would shake me or my kids would cry...at some point in the dream, I just started crying because I was so exhausted.
I miss stability.
Today I'll be packing up all the movies, gifts, trinkets from my ex and his family. There's a place here at my apartment complex where people can leave things they're getting rid of and other tenants can look through it and take what they want; I'll take this stuff there later.
I definitely have to rearrange my house...
I feel so drained today. I guess that's a nice change from all the pain and chaos? I dunno. I think I'm tired of not knowing what the day will bring. It's been surprise after surprise every day for a couple of weeks now and even though there's been a few good things thrown in, I'm just...ugh. So tired.
Last night I kept having dreams that I was trying to find a quiet place to curl up and sleep...I was carrying around my pillow and blanket and every time I settled somewhere, a phone would ring or someone would shake me or my kids would cry...at some point in the dream, I just started crying because I was so exhausted.
I miss stability.
The bed I slept in at the hotel in Dallas was a king, but I'm used to sleeping on a queen mattress. I wasn't able to sleep more than a couple hours so I was very zombie like too. Half asleep I rolled over expecting to climb out of bed... but there was just more bed. So I rolled over to the opposite side, but there was still more bed! I tried rolling back and forth, a slight panic building because I couldn't find my off the very comfortable bed. More awake, I finally sat up and remembered where I was. I started to giggle and then flat out laugh loudly as I realized I just needed to scoot over just a little more. I then took the best shower of my life. The water pressure was AMAZING.
Yeah, I'm a big dork.
A few years ago I threw a birthday party for a friend of mine. He loves to play mafia, so his birthday party was 1920's themed. We all dressed up and I made the birthday cake. I found an old police record, took a pic of my friend, replaced the gangster's pic with a pic of my friend in a suit, and made an edible image. Then I put it on the cake and made the cake look like it had bullet holes. It turned out REALLY well.
Sometimes I miss making cakes.
I was filling my drink at the foutain (Minute Maid Lite with a little Sprite for fizz, but I digress) when a female voice behind me says "don't move! don't move!" It's broad daylight at Sam's Club, so I don't think I'm getting held up. Then she starts swatting my back frantically, telling me there is a huge spider there. She got it off, and we both looked dowwn...
...at the black piece of lint that threatened my life. Her face turned red with embarrassment before quickly disappearing into the crowd.
...at the black piece of lint that threatened my life. Her face turned red with embarrassment before quickly disappearing into the crowd.
