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Still can't picture Liamson at a baby shower...
I just ate something that tasted suspicious, but then i just kept on eating it..........
I went to the doctors today and they were not happy with me. All the months of not eating and sleeping, panic attacks, anxiety and depression is taking it's toll on me. I have stomach ulcers and now even if I am a little stressed out, I throw up and I get sick to the stomach. They say if things keep going like this I would be hospitalized because of the weight loss and such.keeping you in my thoughts, and prayers, dub. : )
i hope you're having a much better day. *hugs*
Liamson at the baby shower...
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Disney: Messing up little girls' concept of love for generations.Maybe he drank too much at the Ball and Blacked out?
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I went to the doctors today and they were not happy with me. All the months of not eating and sleeping, panic attacks, anxiety and depression is taking it's toll on me. I have stomach ulcers and now even if I am a little stressed out, I throw up and I get sick to the stomach. They say if things keep going like this I would be hospitalized because of the weight loss and such.
I genuinely hope everyone here had a much better day than I did.
I don't know if he'll read this, but...I thought it was pretty funny anyway.
I've had at least 3 dreams about CC before, be it on the forums or people from them. Nothing bad or weird, but last night I dreamed that ServantStrike was an eagle, and I saw him post on the forums that he was very sad because the tornado that had gone through where I was (I actually dream about tornadoes somewhat often, it's kinda terrifying) killed his eagle lady friend, but he was glad that they got to hold hands before it happened. I specifically remember thinking in my dream, "How do eagles hold hands?"
My mind, I tell you what.
Ironically enough, "Holding hands" is part of the Eagle mating ritual.
Maybe he drank too much at the Ball and Blacked out?
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I hear a lot of Christians say, "When someone doesn't have much, or they are poor, and trying to be content, they can always thank God for their friends and family and other little things etc. etc.".
I get the point of it, but I don't think it's 100% true. I watched a video of a Christian man captured in an Asian country, tortured for his beliefs. He didn't have friends nearby to be thankful for. He didn't have family to be thankful for at that time. He probably wasn't always thankful he was even alive, considering the pain they put him through. His living conditions were obviously not a 5 star hotel, so not much to be thankful there, either. Sometimes, people literally have nothing "to be thankful for". And that's the point, because only God remains.
Contentment has to be more than what our circumstances are and what we're thankful for because if that is all taken away, we have rested our contentment on the wrong thing, instead of the One who cannot be taken away.
I see a lot of "#blessed" on Facebook, or "God's timing is so good!" because things are going their way. They wouldn't dare put that if something terrible happened to them. God does not change from one step to the next. God's timing is no less good or His blessing of salvation any less so because you are no longer comfortable.
And it's hard. It's not like I know how to do this quite right yet, myself. I guess I'm just tired of the fluffy "My boyfriend is such a godly man, I'm soooo blessed!! <3" because I feel like the meaning of blessings and God's character are lost in that. I made a similar entire thread a while back, but...I felt the need to post again.
/endrant
You know how with some vitamins, once your body has what it needs it just starts flushing the rest without processing it? I wish calories were like that.