Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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Oops. Did I come into a senior thread? How does one become a senior member? Just wondering.
 
I'm a fool when it comes to males, willingly give my heart and time to men that are careless with it. Sacrificing because they are worth it, and disregard my heart. I am recognizing this is a pattern that I need to watch out for. Guard the heart.

Guard yes, just be careful not to hide it away. it serves more purposes than romantic love.
 
Lil Christian. .. I would gladly make you a cake if I was near.... but you did a pretty awesome job yourself ;)
 
Guard yes, just be careful not to hide it away. it serves more purposes than romantic love.

True. Why can't life coincide with my imagination and wants? I suppose thats an immature question. Nothing will be as wonderful as it is in my mind. Reality seems so pessimistic.
 
Different people live in different worlds. My husband and I shared a special world with two other couples. There was no divorce, no one ever drank too much, the food and fun was good. Troubles were things you just faced and made the best of.

Now I am very old, and I live where sometimes the neighbors put each other in the hospital, and the kids vandalize the swimming pool. But it is out there, away from me. It is a separate way of existing, I don't live there. I have turned off the TV, it is about that other world I don't live in.
 
I don't understand myself sometimes.

I know in my heart that any type of romantic relationship would be a disaster for me therefore I have no desire to be in one... yet, if my best guy friend were to find a woman and love her (the way I've always wanted to be loved) I would be crushed....

What's going on??? D:

What is this nonsense???

I'm so confused DX
 
I don't understand myself sometimes.

I know in my heart that any type of romantic relationship would be a disaster for me therefore I have no desire to be in one... yet, if my best guy friend were to find a woman and love her (the way I've always wanted to be loved) I would be crushed....

What's going on??? D:

What is this nonsense???

I'm so confused DX

Welcome to being human.
 
I love popcorn, if they give me that popcorn I'll visit them.

The girl is easy on the eyes too...umm yanno,just sayin'. lol But yeah...her being there or not,if POPCORN is present count me in! ;)
 
Thank you, county employees who plowed the road I live on and left a huge snow bank for me to try to drive my vehicle through. I know you can't really help it, there's not a lot of options on where to leave the snow you push off the road, but I would appreciate it greatly if you would stop taking the snow out of the neighbor's parking spot for her and adding it to the pile on my side.

If you understood what a bad driver I am, maybe you would be more considerate.

Or you wouldn't.

Either way, I guess when life (county employees with big snow plows) gives you lemons (excessive amounts of snow), make lemonade (snowmen and snow forts and snowball stock piles to throw in the general direction of the county shop).

Also, has anybody seen my snow shovel?
 
Woke up with a sore throat, but I AM going Christmas shopping. Nothing is going to hold me back! Look out world! I have a debit card and I'm not afraid to use it!

My son and a family friend are going with me. I hope they have trained for this. :)
 
Woke up with a sore throat, but I AM going Christmas shopping. Nothing is going to hold me back! Look out world! I have a debit card and I'm not afraid to use it!

My son and a family friend are going with me. I hope they have trained for this. :)

Doesn't require much training to say, "Yes, I'll hold your purse. Do your thing, I'll be right here."

Might require a tiny bit of training to always sneak a phone charger into your woman's/mother's purse, though.
 
Woke up with a sore throat, but I AM going Christmas shopping. Nothing is going to hold me back! Look out world! I have a debit card and I'm not afraid to use it!

My son and a family friend are going with me. I hope they have trained for this. :)

I think I'm gonna do juuust a little more Christmas shopping soon. A local craft store will probably have a sale soon, since they're closing down. So I'm gonna get some stuff for my other sister. Then I think I'm gonna try and get something else for my dad. Then I'm gonna get a gift for a friend or two, since they've been incredible friends towards me this year, and want to thank them. :)
 
There are days where I actually want to fall in love with you. But, from what I understand that sort of love isn't practical. I often wonder if I do commit to you, what sort of slave would I be to those around me? I'm still learning and growing. I'm still making mistakes and I don't want to look at you as if you were just one of many. I'm not sure what kind of lover I would be if I do confess to you. As much as I want, they want as much as I do. It's just best if I continue to give til it hurts. As I look around the mess I've created for myself, I can understand that I won't be what you truly deserve. I can die for you, and even that won't be enough to show what true love is. I can throw you all the things this world has to offer, but even that won't compare to what a real man can do for you. What I believe, what I'm taught and told is that only God can fill that vacancy inside you that no other can. Only He can fill that empty space inside you. It's not healthy for me to dwell on you. It's not natural for a slave to want a princess. It just wouldn't be right if I chose to love you under these circumstances. Maybe, it just isn't right for me to think about you. Maybe it isn't right for me to waste my time writing letters that you'll never see. Maybe I should just keep my love for those I slave for. For those that I continue to encounter. In any case, I pray God continues to bless your life with that strength I see in your eyes.
 
Time and distance don't matter? I'm sure they do. How could absence make the heart grow fonder if they didn't matter? Why would it hurt so much when you miss someone if it didn't matter? It matters, it hurts, it's just worth it when it's for someone you love.
 
THEORY: Alcohol makes people deaf
Really,,, why else do all people turn up the music full volume during parties?

*hates stereos* why , why, WHY do people need to play music for the entire building to hear ?