Well it was in me to quit. I felt my relationship with God has grown & so have I. Games feel childish now to me and I know not everyone feels that way but from where I'm standing I don't want to go back. It was in me to quit for God.
1 Corinthians 9:24 Know ye not that those who run in a race run all, but one receiveth the prize? So run that ye may obtain
Galatians 5:7 Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?
2 Timothy 4:7 I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith
those just shouted the truth at me, race in a funny race and waste time or fight the good, the real fight: for my salvation.