Lol, don’t waste your prayers. He is not interested in me- more’s the pity. I’ll wait until I’m 40, then grab the first man over 18 and single. Being alone is for the birds. At this point, I’d rather have a man beating the heck out of me every night as long as we went to sleep together. I don’t care about the “it’s better to be alone than in a bad situation” mentality.
My great aunt was married to an alcoholic who was a mean drunk, but she loved him like crazy, had four children, and went back every time he beat her. After he died, she never remarried (although several men were interested) because no man measured up to her late husband. My grandfather would get disgusted because he said one day they would be fighting, and the next day she would be sitting in his lap. Even tainted love is better than nothing.