I find myself wanting to empathize with and pray for 'Ugly'... While he was well aware that his direct approach was often contentious and met with continued resistance; in my heart and soul I feel that he needed us/this cc forum to given him balance along his personal journey (we can't pretend to know his struggles) and the weight/burden of the cross he carried everyday. I will pray for him, I pray he is well, and I pray that he finds his balance and his peace, and that he recognizes that he is always welcomed to return here as a safe-haven; where loving christians inevitably will love and appreciate him... God Bless you brother - I pray that you are well...