pining over someone who you are not in involved with anymore while claiming you have moved on is called being delusional.
Going on and on about the person ( I've seen you mentioned this before.) is called obsessed.
lashed out in fury protecting her honour? I don't think she would be impressed. Your fury won't win her back, it would scare her. At least, I think it should. I'm sure there is a better way to get your family to avoid saying disrespectful things about your ex.
I said it before, and I'll say it again: move on.
By the way, how does "S" feel about you mentioning her name on here? Unless someone is your girlfriend/wife, you don't mentioned their names like that. Really, you're just being a nuisance- especially if the person does not feel the same way about you.
Let me ask you this, if you have lost someone for whatever reason do you close your heart to them? If someone you care about is being hounded behind their back over and over again do you not stand up for them? Yes I will always love her but that is just who I am, I mean my real mom was severely abusing tortured me and starved and drugged me but I still love her.
As far as being obsessed you make a grave misunderstanding about me, I accept her choice and I have even told her how I still love her but will respect her decision. I will always love her but the fact I have accepted her choice and continue to move forward in pursuit of God everyday would mean I am not obsessed. Obssessed is to think about them every day to stalk their posts to constantly try to win them back, obssession is not the same as love so please make assumptions about me.
As far as speaking about stephanie I ask you also don't make assumptions about her either, she has never thought of me as one even when I told her I felt like I was a burden to her and she always tells me how grateful she is that I speak as a gentleman of her.
And also I lashed out at my family because I was sick and tired of them doing that, my family is the type that loves to gossip and talk bad about people they saw me on valentines day and that day being our anniversary was difficult for me because it reminded me of all the good times she and I shared and then for an entire week no matter how much I asked them to stop they continued to say these things about her and they don't know her they have no idea how hard it must have been for her on that day too.
I didn't do what I did because I thought it would impress her or when her back, I am one who values honor and her honor was being tarnished I don't even think I told stephanie about it or if I did I don't recall doing it.
