I have thus far enjoyed my time on this forum and it's been a real Eye Opener as to how others think. Being profoundly deaf with minimal physical mobility it's been a good way to pass time.
For those feeling forlorn and despondent, remember poor Jeremiah. He really was having his doubts after all that he had been through...
https://biblehub.com/jeremiah/20-7.htm
Jer 20:7
O LORD, you have deceived me, and I was deceived; you are stronger than I, and you have prevailed. I have become a laughingstock all the day; everyone mocks me.